9th

Today marks 11 months of my relationship with Matt, and next month, it would be a year! Kinda crazy right..how time flies.

It was so hard to wake up this morning, I was content in my bed all warm and toasty free from the cold weather outside, but the preist's homily yesterday made me rethink my complaining and get on going to another new day ahead of me. I went on with my usual classes with my first two being pretty short ones. My last class, critical thinking, happened to drag on as usual. I feel bad for my teacher, not only does he have really bad handwriting, slouches, and is so unorganized, but he also had hella chalk dust that was supposed to be on the board ON his pants. He's so clumsy and me and bee can't help but laugh.

After class, we waited til 3:30 for the PACE internship meeting. In the meantime, Bianca, Lance, Iris and I were all taking about drunken moments and just laughing at how much we're all just so out of it when we're drunk. We were especially laughing at the fact that Bianca, Mia, and I....who were at different ends of St. Leander, had to do collection the day after Mia's party. OMG, talk about karma for being the three most drunkest that night, lol! Josh came about 30 minutes later and we all surprisingly killed time hella fast.

The PACE meeting was really fun and began with a game of "bang" as the icebreaker. Bee's hella funny! It was one of those moments where you say something but don't realize what you're saying til seconds later. haha. There were also skits done by some coordinators and from their explaining, it made me want to intern...forreal this time. I was an intern last year, but dropped out even before the first class begun. I guess you can say that I'm scared of the dedication I would have to put into my interning, and with my situation and priorities here at home especially with my mom and her stroke, it's rather difficult for me now to commit to this when I have so many other things to take into consideration. Which is why I was iffy about Interning in the first place. However, being a college student and trying to at least experience what that is like, I have done some thinking in that I should do something for myself, at least just this once...and that is to do PCN. I'm excited. I miss having to go to practices, dancing, and all the preparation it took to be a part of high school's spirit rallies. PCN is the closest thing that brings me to that. I'm looking forward to it.