17th

Yesterday was just plain tiring for the most part. I was exhausted, having only slept about 3 hours the night before. I woke up not wanting to go to school, my classes, and even the swingchop (swing, chacha, hiphop) practice, but I stuck through for that and stayed at school for more than 12 hours.

Swingchop started at 7 pm and it was hella intense. Seriously. The fact that I didn't have a partner half of the time to actually practice with made me confused with the whole first part of the routine...even more so with the fast pace. I was iffy towards the end because it is an open audition and I wasn't so sure whether or not to continue on with that. I didn't know the dance well enough and I was about to just cross my name off the list for auditions like Lance and Iris until I put some thought into it. I don't wanna be seen as a quiter. That's not like me. I go through with things. And though I made a fool in front of every one out there not knowing much of the routine, at least I can say I tried. I just wish that I had a bit more time to practice it and someone to dance it with.

That was practice day one. I told my boyfriend about this and how humiliated I felt. He knew I was having a long and bad day and that's when he completely blew his surprise away to make me feel better. He got me a cd signed by zion i! (: