12th

Talk about one tiring ass day...It's only been 3 weeks in at state and I have already cut twice, the 2nd being today, hahah. But it was my stats class, so it's ok. Math is lame anyways. I was productive in that 2 hours I cut! I got some work done for critical thinking and a paragraph on my essay both due monday, meaning less hwk for me to do over the weekend of valentine's day. I gave my speech during comm class and I think I did pretty well other than me talking hella fast. Really though, nothing special happened today, sorry guys.

I did do lots of thinking today though and it saddens me how it has really come down to the fact that most of us, actually all of us for that matter, are going on with our own lives. If it weren't for this or other networks because of the fact that my friends and I never really, or rarely call to update one another, I'd be completely oblivious and unknowing of what's up and what's going on in their lives. And even if we do see each other one day when kicking it, the absence after a long while makes it difficult to even update...after all where do you start? Absence also is a time for change, and that I've seen. One of my friends has taken the opportunity of joining an org. and has met tons of new people whom she hangs out with quite often while I'm there feeling like a stranger to my own surroundings. Another one of my friends is super busy with both school and work that I hardly ever see her and even if we do have class together, we hardly ever talk. Two of my other friends, go to entirely different schools and because of that, I rarely see them, let alone talk to them. It's kind of hard to explain. AND not to be mean, but there's just always that one thing in the back of your head that's like, ugh what happened? As for me, I'm just there really trying to make the best of it amongst all the acquaintances I have at school who I know of, or little about. Sorry to say. I guess you can say I just miss mine.

I'm excited for tomorrow though. My boyfriend's coming to visit me at school, yaaaaaaaay! It was supposed to be a surprise, but like me, he can't keep surprises either, haha.